She wearing an embellished red leather jacket with
tiny shorts as she sits on a beach. The Monte Carlo actress also sat
with Vogue's Rob Haskell to discuss getting into a psychiatric facility
as a result of the pressures from her Revival tour.
"Tours are a really lonely place for me. My self-esteem was shot. I was depressed, anxious. I started to have panic attacks right before getting on stage, or right after leaving the stage. Basically, I felt I wasn’t good enough, wasn’t capable.
"I felt I wasn’t giving my fans anything, and they could see it—which, I think, was a complete distortion. I was so used to performing for kids... Suddenly I have kids smoking and drinking at my shows, people in their 20s, 30s, and I’m looking into their eyes, and I don’t know what to say....
"What I wanted to say is that life is so stressful, and I get the desire to just escape it. But I wasn’t figuring my own stuff out, so I felt I had no wisdom to share... Maybe I thought everybody out there was thinking, This is a waste of time."
She spent 90 days receiving treatment for her feelings of anxiety and
being burned out. Selena seems to be in a good place now and is in a
steady romantic relationship with singer The Weekend having split from
Justin Bieber. a while back. It's obvious she can afford a pick of the
most eligible bachelors because of her fame, however, she's revealed she
is tired of it.
"Look, I love what I do, and I’m aware of how lucky I am. But – how can I say this without sounding weird? – I just really can’t wait for people to forget about me."
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