Erica Nlewedim recounts traumatic experience after disqualification from BBNaija, forgives herself

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Erica Nlewedim recounts the traumatic experience she went through the last 12 months after her disqualification from the BBNaija show.

According to the actress, the past year has been through a series of emotional trauma despite her appearance to the public as strong and unbothered.

Taking to Instagram, Erica Nlewedim pens a letter to herself while appreciating fans for their undying love through such a tough moment.

“The past one year I’ve been working, singleminded, almost like a robot, not thinking of how far I’ve come, just focused on my goals, trying to outdo myself, trying to make everyone around me proud, my life has been on fast forward & It was a lot, it took its toll on me and I had to take a break to heal and I thought rest was all I needed until a loved one asked me what I would tell the Erica of September 6 2020, I thought about it and couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t understand how I had successfully avoided thinking about any of the traumatic experiences that had happened to me in the past one year, it was a struggle think back to those moments of fear and sadness but I did, I spoke to Erica, I forgave her, I applauded her, I promised her she would be proud of herself in a few months and she would be surrounded by so much love. I’m healed and I’ve come so far!! I want to thank God, my loved ones, my Elites words can’t describe much I appreciate you.”

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