Chrissy Teigen Pens Lengthy Essay Addressing her Miscarriage

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Following her tragic miscarriage, model and author Chrissy Teigen has shared a deeply personal essay published on Medium. The supermodel opened up about the loss of her baby and gave a powerful tribute to her miscarried third child, who she named Jack.

“I had no idea when I would be ready to write this,” Teigen began her essay, which she published on Tuesday, Oct. 27. “Part of me thought it would be early on, when I was still really feeling the pain of what happened.”

The 34-year-old mogul explained, “I didn’t really know how I would start this, no matter the room or state I was in, but it feels right to begin with a thank you.”

“For weeks, our floors have been covered in flowers of kindness. Notes have flooded in and have each been read with our own teary eyes. Social media messages from strangers have consumed my days, most starting with, ‘you probably won’t read this, but…’ I can assure you, I did.”

Teigen explained that many of the messages she received also began with “‘You don’t have to respond to this…,'” which she described as a “true relief.”

“After we first lost Jack, I found myself incredibly worried that I wasn’t able to thank everyone for their extreme kindness,” she mentioned. “Many shared incredible personal experiences, some shared books and poems.”

 

 

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I didn’t know how to come back to real life so I wrote this piece for Medium with hopes that I can somehow move on but as soon as I posted it, tears flew out because it felt so....final. I don’t want to ever not remember jack. . . Thank you to everyone who has been so kind. Thank you to the incredible doctors who tried so hard to make our third life a reality. Thank you to my friends and family and our entire household for taking care of me through all the adult diaper changes, bed rest and random hugs. Thank you John for being my best friend and love of my life. A lot of people think of the woman in times like this but I will never forget that john also suffered through these past months, while doing everything he could to take care of me. I am surrounded, in a human therapy blanket of love. I am grateful and healing and feel so incredibly lucky to witness such love.

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